for the record, i don't suck as much at this blog thing as it seems... because i keep writing blogs and running out of time, so i just save them... so i have, like, 575474 million blogs that i come back to later and say, "wow... i don't feel like that at ALL any more... so rather that finishing that one and POSTING it, i start a new one.. and don't finish.
again.
haha.
anyway, things are going up and down... for the most part, things here are AMAZING...
but i've gotta say that i'm 99% ready to go home... there's so much drama here, now... it's amazing how much things can change in just a few months. i LOVE my friends and there are some that i will miss more than anything... and i have had two AMAZING host families that are far better than anything i could have hoped for... but at least for now, as hard as it will be to say goodbye, i've been preparing for it for a while... and i can't stop it, so why fight it?? i'm going to make the most of what i can while i can... and after that know that i'm coming home to an amazing family and friends i adore......
here's what's been up lately::
i'm almost positive that i'll finish this blog because on thursday night, i was on my friends bike and there was a curve in the road so i was like "break, slow down, turn..." not complicated... except that he has a completely messed up bike and because he NEVER uses the front break, it's way stronger than the back one... so when i pushed both of the breaks at once [[which i've done on every.other.bike.ever]] i totally flipped and messed up my leg. FUN. we went to the doctor yesterday because it looked really bad and gross and such, even though we had cleaned it up and disinfected it and such and they bandaged it up and told me not to walk anywhere... so basicly i'm stuck at home unless i feel like breaking that rule or paying for a taxi.
which i realllllly don't.... bah. haha.
it's okay at night, though, because one of my friends has a car and he drove me home and everything, but durring the day... i'm kindof stuck. =(
spisska/polsko/czesko [[spisska/poland/the czech republic]]::
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/places/other%20towns/spisska%20nova%20ves/
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/places/other%20towns/auschwitz/
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/places/other%20towns/birkenau/
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/places/other%20towns/cracow/
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/places/other%20towns/prague/a few weeks ago [[i'm really not sure when it was...]] we went on a rotary trip to spisska nova ves, a city in slovakia, cracow and auschwitz in poland, and pragueeee.... and it was freaking amazing.
while we were in spisska, we met all the slovak kids who are leaving to go to another country next year... and it was sweet being able to talk to them about what it's like... to help them a bit... reasure them that it really is scary, but it DOES rock. also, we went on a SUPER scary trip into the "slovensky raj" which is their national park... and it was cool, but there's this part where you have to stand on.... i don't know what it's called........ it's something between a chain-link fence and mesh.... but there were these "stairs" that were drilled into the side of the cliff over the water... and the cliff wasn't just straight, we had to go around corners and up and down and you could ALWAYS see down into the water.............. not fun! haha. also, we went to the castle where they filmed dragonheart... i think. it's either the biggest or the tallest castle left standing in slovakia and the second biggest or tallest in central europe.... or maybe all of europe...??? i really don't remember.
next came cracow... we stayed in a hostile right in the center and it was AMAZING... we also spent some time in the jewish quarter and in the college where pope john paul II studied... and we went to the fountain that is supposed to give students luck so they can spend less time studying, but still get good grades... so we'll see how that works out! ooh, and there are some pictures of us smoking, so i should point out that it was some mix of herbs and such... completely legal... even by rotary standards, since they told us we aren't allowed to smoke cigarettes but told us about the shop we went to....... so it's not as bad as it looks! haha.
auschwitz and birkenau were scary... and there really isn't any way for me to describe them because just being there was the most horrible thing i've ever done. the worst part for me was in auschwitz... they used each of the old buildings to house a different... theme, i guess... there were things like "arrival" where they showed pictures of prisoners getting off the trains, the sortings, and things like that. there was one picture there that really bothered me... they showed the prisoners who were walking to the gas chambers, but didn't know it yet... and there was this group of people walking and three little kids, maybe five or six years old, walking in front of everyone else and talking and holding hands..... and then there was "prisoners' belongings," where each room has a different pile of things taken from the prisoners when they arrived... one room was glasses, one hair, one brushes, etc. the building that had the biggest impact on me was "prisoners' lives." as you walk into the main hallway, all there are are pictures lining the walls... on the left are women and the right are men and it's just pictures of their faces... like the pictures they take when a person goes to jail and below the picture is their name, their date of birth, and their date of death. and some of those people lived for only a few days, but one of them we saw lived for three years... and we talked about it... about how strong he must have been... about the fact that we wouldn't want to be that stong... because either way, he never made it out.
prague was quite a bit happier... it's absolutely beautiful and it was great being there and just being able to hang out because they didn't really give us much of a program. funny story:: my friend tomas was wearing a slovakia t-shirt while we were there because he's pretty pro-slovakia/anti-czech after all the things we've heard about the velvet revolution and the fact that slovakia really DID get the bad end of the deal......... so we were speaking in english with one of two workers in a shop and while we were talking, he said something about tomas's shirt and the other worker said "should we beat him up?" in czech [[which is almost exactly the same as slovak]] and i said back, in slovak, "we understand..." and i think she felt dumb. haha.
madarsko [[hungary]]::
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/places/other%20towns/hungarian%20villiage/i went with my host family the weekend before last on a trip to a village in hungary and it was SWEET... it was pretty much all tourists, so there were even some people there who spoke english and slovak... because even though slovakia and hungary are next to eachother, their languages aren't even close to similar... i've started to learn hungarian, though... and it's really cool, so i was able to talk A LITTLE with some people there... just basic things, like "how are you?" and "thank you" and such... but it was still cool. far more people on the slovak side of the border understand hungary than the other way around because the part of slovakia where i live used to be part of hungary... so there are still people who have lived in my area for generations who don't speak slovak because some people still want this part of slovakia to go back to being part of hungary.
chata [[cottage]]::
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/people/friends/school/vylet/i went with my classmates on their "class trip" to a cottage about half an hour away from where we live. it was DEFINITELY amazing.. we spent three days and two nights there, just us and our class teacher who's a lot like all of us, so it was cool. there aren't really too many stories to tell from this... the whole three days was nothing but hanging out, playing cards, dancing, swimming [[whether you wanted to or not, because everyone got THROWN in with their clothes on at least once]]........
rozlucka [[goodbye party]]::
http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff156/xxche/slovakia/people/friends/rozlucka/friday night was my goodbye party.... even though i still have one more friday to go, five of my closest friends aren't going to be here, because they're leaving either wednesday or friday for concerts......... so we decided to have it now. it was really bitter-sweet for me... in part it sucked because it means that it really is time for me to go, and in part it was SUPER because one of my friends who left for what was supposed to be four months came back that day.... so after a month-ish of not being with him, i got to..... and we were so close and i was so worried about never seeing him again, so i was glad we got to hang out. since school ended this friday, everyone was celebrating that with their classmates as well, so i got to hang out with them, too.... but we're having another party on thursday with a campfire and such.... so it should be sweet. after that, i spent the night at my friend's house because he's by far my best friend here and i was supposed to leave saturday and not come back untill after he left... he made me feel a lot better about leaving, about life, about everything... and he promised me that some day i'll hear someone knocking on my door in america and know it's him because he'll be yelling "open door, i'm hungry!"
jablonov::
saturday i went with my host family to jablonov, where they have a cottage... we're there almost every saturday, but this time was different because jablonov had some anual festival with music and dancing and all that jazz and it was sweet... i got to meet some people there that i've seen in my town before and always wanted to talk to, but hadn't yet... so it was pretty sweet. it was great, though, because though my host sisters were there, i spent more time with people i don't know well... and all the people i spent the whole night with were people i had either met that night or who went to the hungarian classes in my school, so we had met, but never hung out. and it was sweet.
i'm not really sure what else i can write about............ but i think this has been a pretty decently long blog... haha.
i hope everything's going well there and i'll see you soon!!!
=)